USP - Day 38
VII of Pentacles, Reversed
Needing and wanting
Time spent, energy depleted, what do I deserve from you?
The heart wants what it wants but it does not always want what it needs
What if the heart doesn't know what it wants?
I know I am not ready to be broken again
But what if it is too late?
I have 1,000 questions and no answers
And all I know is that I've invested but the returns are fictitious
Not sure what's real and how different I really am from the lover I so desperately want to be
Are they friends?
Do they hate one another as much as I do?