USP - Day 50
Are you ever having a cry in the shower
and your eyes are squeezed shut because of the water but also because you can't even look at the world that hurt you
are you ever there and thinking
about how much water you're wasting
because you wanted to feel caressed
while you cried
Also, have you ever not known where your heart went and whose car it borrowed
To drive off in the night
Because it was sick of being used
It was sick of it, sick and hurting and sad so it left and now you can't see it and you can't hear it and you can't understand what it's doing and why it's doing it and you think
Remember when we used to talk?
Remember when I used to write about you in my journal? When I knew how to feed you and fuel you?
Even before you were loved by anyone but me